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Feeling?
1 min read
I feel sick..I feel hurt...
What the thing that oozing from my body...
Wah it pretty fluid with red color...
Why it getting hard to breath...
Why I feel like I'm need to do something...
........
Eh... Who are I'am....
Why I in this white room...
Why my body feel hurt....
Why I'm the one who feel this pain...
.......
Why me!
They lie right...
......
I feel like want to fly in the sky...
Why can they left me alone...
I don't need their lie...I don't need their sorry...
What the thing that oozing from my body...
Wah it pretty fluid with red color...
Why it getting hard to breath...
Why I feel like I'm need to do something...
........
Eh... Who are I'am....
Why I in this white room...
Why my body feel hurt....
Why I'm the one who feel this pain...
.......
Why me!
They lie right...
......
I feel like want to fly in the sky...
Why can they left me alone...
I don't need their lie...I don't need their sorry...
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Monster?
1 min read
I need you...
I'm not a monster...
Please believe me...
I'm think,I'm sick...
Where the other...Why they left me alone?...Why? WHy? WHY?
What make they think I'm a monster?
Why? I kill it because of they!!!
I try to tell they the truth ... But they left me alone...
It not truth right? RIGHT?
Does it mean I better die? Does they going to be more happier if I die?
If this continue ... Can I keep my mental under control? Can I continue this type of life?
Tell me? I say it I'm sorry! Why you not believe me? Please believe me...
I better dead if this continue...But is I'm can found a peace?
Can I go in peace? Can I leave this world just like that?
......I'm think.....I'm sick............
I'm not a monster...
Please believe me...
I'm think,I'm sick...
Where the other...Why they left me alone?...Why? WHy? WHY?
What make they think I'm a monster?
Why? I kill it because of they!!!
I try to tell they the truth ... But they left me alone...
It not truth right? RIGHT?
Does it mean I better die? Does they going to be more happier if I die?
If this continue ... Can I keep my mental under control? Can I continue this type of life?
Tell me? I say it I'm sorry! Why you not believe me? Please believe me...
I better dead if this continue...But is I'm can found a peace?
Can I go in peace? Can I leave this world just like that?
......I'm think.....I'm sick............
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Secret should be left alone...
2 min read
Got a secret ... Going to keep it ... Let make a deal ... If you betray us ... We kill you ... Gonna need to keep it ... Because ... If someone found out ... We all will die alone ... Suffer...
Look! Look! Look! The sky is falling! Where the other weather? Nobody seeing they! Look! Look! Look! The sky turn dark!
Where the light in sky? Where the light in sky going? Where the other weather when we need they!
Hey! Where the other weather? Does they care their sky? Why they left he alone!
Why! Does it mean this is the reason the sky turn dark? The reason there a dark in the sky lately?
Does what the rumor saying true? That the sky being left alone? That the sky fight alone?
Look! The sky is falling at last! It mean the rumor true the other weather left the sky alone? Does the sky hate it ? Being left alone?
The sky fighting alone~Where the light in sky? Where the Hikari? The light in sky already left...There just left the darkness that present the hatred in the sky... Where the light in sky nobody know....
Look! Look! Look! The sky is falling! Where the other weather? Nobody seeing they! Look! Look! Look! The sky turn dark!
Where the light in sky? Where the light in sky going? Where the other weather when we need they!
Hey! Where the other weather? Does they care their sky? Why they left he alone!
Why! Does it mean this is the reason the sky turn dark? The reason there a dark in the sky lately?
Does what the rumor saying true? That the sky being left alone? That the sky fight alone?
Look! The sky is falling at last! It mean the rumor true the other weather left the sky alone? Does the sky hate it ? Being left alone?
The sky fighting alone~Where the light in sky? Where the Hikari? The light in sky already left...There just left the darkness that present the hatred in the sky... Where the light in sky nobody know....
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Karma or we call Fate
6 min read
Their sky had fallen.
The weather surrounded their sky as he lay unconscious on the hospital bed. Their sky had fallen, and it was because of them.
Without the sky, how can the lightning strike?
How can the Sun shines brightly, when there's no sky?
Because rain could not fall without a sky.
If there no sky how will storm happen?
The Cloud can't drift if there's no Sky.
If sky lost who will mist cover?
She look peaceful....
They gazed at her lifeless form.....
She was pale, but yet she was smiling.....
She was at peace.
Their Sky had been recovering steadily...
By now, all of them had read her letter, and they knew her reason.
Even though it hurt them, it was her choice.
It was their Sky's turn to know.
Storm took the letter she had written, and passed it to their Sky.
Sky opened the letter and read it as the rest stepped out of the room.
His eyes widened in disbelief. He read it over and over again, wanting it to be a dream. Tears formed in his eyes.
"No... No... It can't be... NO!" he shrieked.
Outside, the weather looked down, their eyes dejected as they heard their Sky howling in sadness inside...
All this happen because you accept me as how i am....
I never expert to give a warmth, a change to have a news life, a new memory...
Because of you i see a truth friendship.....You make me feel like i was with my family....
While my family left me,they forgot about me,they hate me,they never give me a warmth that family give...
All this happen because you accept me as who i am....
You must continue live.....Ever though i not there anymore.....You can always remember me....
The heart that i give to you......Please make it happy.....I want you to been happy....
That's why, you must live. You completes us. Without you, there'll be no us.
The sun can't shine without a Sky.
The Storm can't blow without a Sky.
The Lightning can't strike without a Sky.
The Rain can't fall without a Sky.
The Cloud can't drift without the Sky.
And the Mist won't appear, if there is no Sky.
I was suppose to die without any good memory.....But you give me a new change to live....
You give me a news memory.....Memory that full of happiness......I know my time will be over soon....
I'm thankful for all the happy memories....And many many more...
Thank you for giving me beauitful memories that I will treasure.
And this heart, I will give to him, so that you can live again and bring more smiles to the family, like how you brought it to me.
Because everyone needs the sky.
"I should be the one that died..." he murmured to himself.
"If you say things like that, I won't forgive you" he heard.The sky looked up, and saw mist looking at him with sad eyes. "You can cry all you want, but you can't bring her back."
"You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back, or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on."
Sky was silenced by Mist's words. He couldn't say anything. He only kept quiet as the words played in his mind.
"Do not let her sacrifice go to waste" Mist said, and he left the room, leaving the Sky alone.
Sky grabbed the letter again. He closed his eyes, still hurting.
He felt the world spinning when he found himself standing on patches of green grasses. He roamed around, and saw her standing right in front of him, her purple hair flowed with breeze, and her eyes sparkled as she smiled at him.
He opened his mouth to ask the question he had been asking himself.
"Why?"
She smiled. "Because everyone needs the sky."
Tears formed in his eyes again. "But you don't have to... leave us..."
The girl approached him, her hands touched his cheeks. "I didn't leave all of you," she said. She lowered her hands and positioned it at where his heart was, "I'm still here, right there."
The world around him spun again, and Tsuna immediately opened his eyes, finding himself in the hospital room.
He looked down at the letter, and saw a small purple butterfly at the edge of it. His hands touched his chest, to where his heart was. He felt the slow beating of his, no, her heart.
She was gone, but her heart was still beating.
She was gone, but she continued live on in him.
She was gone, but her heart lives on.
Sky clutched the letter. The purple butterfly flew, and hovered around him.
"Thank you... Thank you, Chrome..." he sobbed. The purple butterfly flew towards him and touched his forehead, as though kissing it. It flew off and soared towards the window, its wing emitted a certain sparkle as it flew outside.
Sky watched till the butterfly was gone. The tears fell again, but this time he smiled.
xXXx
"Have you heard, about the garden filled with violets in the Vongola mansion?"
"I heard it was created in a memory of someone. Even after 15 years, the garden still remains.
"Who was it for?"
"A girl, a girl that gave her heart away."
xXXx
His eyes were still fixed on the spot where he saw her, where she vanished with a sweet smile, and what remained was a beautiful purple butterfly soaring in the sky.
The end....
The weather surrounded their sky as he lay unconscious on the hospital bed. Their sky had fallen, and it was because of them.
Without the sky, how can the lightning strike?
How can the Sun shines brightly, when there's no sky?
Because rain could not fall without a sky.
If there no sky how will storm happen?
The Cloud can't drift if there's no Sky.
If sky lost who will mist cover?
She look peaceful....
They gazed at her lifeless form.....
She was pale, but yet she was smiling.....
She was at peace.
Their Sky had been recovering steadily...
By now, all of them had read her letter, and they knew her reason.
Even though it hurt them, it was her choice.
It was their Sky's turn to know.
Storm took the letter she had written, and passed it to their Sky.
Sky opened the letter and read it as the rest stepped out of the room.
His eyes widened in disbelief. He read it over and over again, wanting it to be a dream. Tears formed in his eyes.
"No... No... It can't be... NO!" he shrieked.
Outside, the weather looked down, their eyes dejected as they heard their Sky howling in sadness inside...
All this happen because you accept me as how i am....
I never expert to give a warmth, a change to have a news life, a new memory...
Because of you i see a truth friendship.....You make me feel like i was with my family....
While my family left me,they forgot about me,they hate me,they never give me a warmth that family give...
All this happen because you accept me as who i am....
You must continue live.....Ever though i not there anymore.....You can always remember me....
The heart that i give to you......Please make it happy.....I want you to been happy....
That's why, you must live. You completes us. Without you, there'll be no us.
The sun can't shine without a Sky.
The Storm can't blow without a Sky.
The Lightning can't strike without a Sky.
The Rain can't fall without a Sky.
The Cloud can't drift without the Sky.
And the Mist won't appear, if there is no Sky.
I was suppose to die without any good memory.....But you give me a new change to live....
You give me a news memory.....Memory that full of happiness......I know my time will be over soon....
I'm thankful for all the happy memories....And many many more...
Thank you for giving me beauitful memories that I will treasure.
And this heart, I will give to him, so that you can live again and bring more smiles to the family, like how you brought it to me.
Because everyone needs the sky.
"I should be the one that died..." he murmured to himself.
"If you say things like that, I won't forgive you" he heard.The sky looked up, and saw mist looking at him with sad eyes. "You can cry all you want, but you can't bring her back."
"You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back, or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on."
Sky was silenced by Mist's words. He couldn't say anything. He only kept quiet as the words played in his mind.
"Do not let her sacrifice go to waste" Mist said, and he left the room, leaving the Sky alone.
Sky grabbed the letter again. He closed his eyes, still hurting.
He felt the world spinning when he found himself standing on patches of green grasses. He roamed around, and saw her standing right in front of him, her purple hair flowed with breeze, and her eyes sparkled as she smiled at him.
He opened his mouth to ask the question he had been asking himself.
"Why?"
She smiled. "Because everyone needs the sky."
Tears formed in his eyes again. "But you don't have to... leave us..."
The girl approached him, her hands touched his cheeks. "I didn't leave all of you," she said. She lowered her hands and positioned it at where his heart was, "I'm still here, right there."
The world around him spun again, and Tsuna immediately opened his eyes, finding himself in the hospital room.
He looked down at the letter, and saw a small purple butterfly at the edge of it. His hands touched his chest, to where his heart was. He felt the slow beating of his, no, her heart.
She was gone, but her heart was still beating.
She was gone, but she continued live on in him.
She was gone, but her heart lives on.
Sky clutched the letter. The purple butterfly flew, and hovered around him.
"Thank you... Thank you, Chrome..." he sobbed. The purple butterfly flew towards him and touched his forehead, as though kissing it. It flew off and soared towards the window, its wing emitted a certain sparkle as it flew outside.
Sky watched till the butterfly was gone. The tears fell again, but this time he smiled.
xXXx
"Have you heard, about the garden filled with violets in the Vongola mansion?"
"I heard it was created in a memory of someone. Even after 15 years, the garden still remains.
"Who was it for?"
"A girl, a girl that gave her heart away."
xXXx
His eyes were still fixed on the spot where he saw her, where she vanished with a sweet smile, and what remained was a beautiful purple butterfly soaring in the sky.
The end....
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